Sheils Writes

… I have no idea what I’m doing …

I’m doing lots of things but I’m not finishing them.  I have a vision of what I want, but it doesn’t come together.

I have a recurring dream about packing to catch a flight, not sure to where.  However, I never make it.  I’m stressed, overpacking a suitcase, looking at a clock, heart racing, then wake up and am grateful it was just a dream, but I repeat and repeat this dream.  It’s stressful.  I googled the meaning of this type of dream and was intrigued by one of the meanings…

“You’re worried about missing an opportunity.   The plane represents something in your life that you’re hoping will take off & reach new heights (i.e. a project)”

Bingo! 

I am new at this, trying to find my voice, wanting to write, not knowing what to write, but I know it’s something I want and I will just keep going.   I’ll get that suitcase packed, I’ll sit on it to zip it shut, and I’ll make that flight!  Just need to keep trying.  This won’t be another unfinished dream.  I’m getting older, I want to do one thing that can be successful.

This adventure of writing will get bumpy at times, but I’ll get on that plane one day and fly away!  Parachute pants, I’ve got you packed!  Stay tuned!